my husbands uncle died and we went to the hospital and it was just awful. and i feel so, so, so sorry for his whole family. his uncle was just so nice and funny and kind and i just can’t wrap my head around it. (even though i saw him?)
husband has been playing his online game with his friends and that seems to be a good distraction, but he told me that he doesn’t know when he will break down but to expect it.
it’s like we are living two different lives simultaneously. the “hey everything is okay, let’s just play video games and eat junk food” and then the moments where we are no longer distracted and it’s “oh. right.”